fantasy and realities of mine

2010-06-16T16:25:00.002+08:00

news, i had kinda move to a new page, tumblr.
but i'm not going to delete my blog as my boyfriend requested. maybe once in awhile i'll update here.
=)

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED HOLIDAY!

2010-03-26T11:58:00.002+08:00

i kinda LOVE this 1st term holiday. because i did a lots of activities and outing! oh yeahhhh! but somehow, i DISLIKE it, because of all activities, it made i LESS my revision. REVISION?? some people response it when i mention it, "ada test kah nanti buka skulah?" and some, "eh, awal jua kau revise..." EH, AWAL?? NADA ADA AWALLLL. its almost end of march now. and i has MANY THEORIES TO READ!! from business studies and geography. erghhh! thats not including accounting yet. so yeah, i have to revise IMMEDIATELY already. but, so far alhamdulilah, i manage done revise unit 1 and half of unit 2. but geo..... hayoyooo, i dislike hydrology, hard for me to understand it!

okay okay, stop with crapppy thing that making me kusut.

so, my days before full with outing. especially start on monday. wake up early, then went to bed so late.
-last monday morning, i went to hospital, then in the afternoon, went shopping with sista. and during evening, busy with cooking coz my uncle and family had dinner at our cribs.
-tuesday 23rd: wake up by 7++, and off to have dance practice. until 11. then my sister fetched me up, then off to gadong tarus for shopping. then went back home at 1-ish, i went sleep, and wake up at 2.30 to have my late lunch, alone. hehehe. then by 3.30, me, my sister and little brother off to cousin house to drive together to kianggeh for Safari Night under Mona Flaura and Fauna Forest. (photos i'll upload soon) we went round round sungai brunei. IT WAS FUN!! the trip is like what's hiding beside sungai brunei. then we having dinner at kianggeh. and by 10pm, baru balik rumahh. -_-
-wednesday: as usual, wake up early morning, off for dance practice. then once got back home by 11, i went sleep until 2pm, then rush having my shower and got dress to off to empire for movie! ;D me and my sis, and cousin watched Alice in the wonderland. what a great movie! then after movie, we went for bowl at Utama Bowling, but 1 game only, coz they are having league.
-thursday: wake up early again, FOR THE LAST TIME during school holiday! ;D had dance practice. then by 11, me and amal went the mall tarus. we had k-box, dimsum, jalan2 cerita2, gossiping. :p then by 2, she went back home, and im then having date with my love one. (no picture taken, coz we busy cerita2 and bmesra2. jk. ;p) we also watched movie. what movie? Alice In The Wonderland, AGAIN! wuhuuuuu. i know i watched it for second time, but i never get bored. and i feel like i want to watch it again. ;D then we go for jalan2... and i went back home by 8. and yes, super tired........

now, 3 days left to school to re-open. i decided not to go for any outing again. ENOUGH! hahahha. i need to revise, finish up my homeworks, and ready for business test once school re-open. -_- and u guess, until i finish my AS exam, i'll have to grounded. -__- EXAM! I "LOVE" YOU! hahaha. thats all for now.. how i wish my holiday days, just fill up with dating and meeting my love one, EVERYDAY. but what to do... he just busy with his work. cari nafkah lah kata kan... ;p see then until next post!

and i miss my ever boyfriend, ever.

another 18th to remember.

2010-03-21T12:24:00.008+08:00

another 18th of every month to remember.

yes, every 18th, that i would never forget. and every 18th, is another new chapter of us.

happy 1 year and 9 months anniversary to me and him. ;))))

we spent time together that night on 18th march 2012, watching movie, chill, hugging and kissing. ;) and i didnt want that all to stop, cause i'm missing him very much so deep. and yes, a new chapter for us, and another new feelings has come, more love i feel..

anyway, not to forget, my bff and her friend also join us.

thanks to her for crazies night that we had. HAHAHA. we beempat watched 'Remember Me'.

it is sad, drama movie. very very sad through the ending. its not romantic comedy ah. HAHAHA. ;P but, inda berapa siuk lah the story, rating 6/10 only. coz, entahh. chaos ceritanya. haha. after movie, we went to Ideal. then, after done eating, amal and her friend balik, so me and my love one, dating privately at one place. *kirakirai* HAHAHA.

it was an very lovely night. especially spent time with him. i love him infinity, ever. I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUUCHH!

i love you until my heart stop beating, ; )

2010-03-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

i know its been so ages i didnt go for blogging. i didnt have a time bah, plus i dont have much too say about. there were to talk about, but... i didnt have a time... busy with homeworks, etc. BUT, now i quiet have plenty of time to update.

yeahhh! its school holidays baby! wuhhuuuu! i LOVE holidayyy! =D but, i dont feel the holiday, cause I NEED TO DO A LOTS OF REVISION FOR COMING AS' EXAM! =/ wish me luck!

OUTSTATION!

2010-01-23T15:02:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA. OUTSTATION LIKE WHAATTT? I'M JUST KIDDING. I JUST WANT TO SAY, IM CURRENTLY HIATUS MY BLOG. UNTIL WHEN?? WILL ANNOUNCE WHEN IT WOULD BE. =)

BYE. love, bee.

never forget the 18th of every month. =))

2009-12-19T21:37:00.011+08:00

18th Dec.

♥ 1 YEAR & 6th MONTH.♥

yes, happy monthvassary to us. its been that long we have been together sharing from A-Y, but mostly sharing everything already. hehe. an yeah, its actually more than 1 year and 6th monthwe're in love each other, more than 1 year and 6th month we had known each other.. even i stillremember how we meet, whats our first conversation, how we get closed to each other. and many more. i still remember all of it.. i misses all our old good time that we had. how i wish i could see the past macam liat movie. haha. :p

i have my greetings for him, but i havent sent it to him, coz credit low meyhh.. hehe.

and that page msg, times 3? hehe. i know its long.. ;)) 1 part of the msg,

"i dont have a guts to leave you or stop loving you, because i realised i cant breath when you are no longer part of me. yes, all this time, you are always part of me. :') "

i cant write it all, inda tia surprise. hahaha. :p

last but not least, i love my fatullah@fai so very much. he cant be replace anymore, and i wouldn't replace him. I LOVE HIM TO THE MAX!!

♥♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU!!♥♥♥♥

so, thats all for now. =)

with my heart and soul.....

vacation to Miri.

2009-12-08T23:20:00.004+08:00

2 nights 3 days vacation to Miri. overall, i wasn't had really fun. coz' why? imagine during our shopping day that was on 2nd day, I'VE GOT FOOD POISONING!! like what a heck is that???! hilang tarus mood kan shopping. but oh well, i did buy baju lawa. hehe. here's some picture, tapi too bad inda banyak.. huhu.

view of miri from the hotel room

inside the hotel

having our breakfast at STARBUCKS!!

shopping time!

so thats all. i know, sikit saja gambar a. sigh. too bad. oh well.. nevermind jua. ehe. so, thats all for now.
bye!

night of masquerade. 2nd Dec. =)

2009-12-06T15:03:00.011+08:00

its a prom night baby!! yeahh! hehe. its for seniors 2009.
oh well, im lazy to story2, let the picture talking...

my date of the night. ;D ;D ;D ;D

i was there standing right beside my boyfriend and the lead singer of A Band Once! but my badan pendek, so cannot be seen. hahaha. there's many more photos been uploaded at facebook, im so lazy to upload here..

overall, IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME, GREAT NIGHT EVER!! and im having fun danced with my boyfriend.... ;)

cant wait for thr next prom... ;D

i love our night.....

18th november 2009

2009-11-27T00:23:00.007+08:00

♥ 1 YEAR AND 5 MONTHS. ♥

i love you my hubby, and incase you don't know, i really really in love with you, with all my heart. i want to marry you, because i want to live beside you always, coz' i cant live with without you... i cross my heart, and swear to die. :')
and i'm missing you everyday.. every breath that i take and breath away....

♥♥♥♥♥♥

on our date, i cut my hair!! as he wanted and wished! and yeah, me myself want also get a new haircut, since i hate my dry hair. =_=

before

AFTER!

and YES! i really satisfied with this short hair. i have confidence when whereever i go. ;) thanks a lot to my boyfriend who told me to get a new hair cut, and HE'S THE ONE CHOOSE THIS HAIR STYLE FOR ME, so I LIKE IT BABY!! *ampas your butt* hahaha.

thats all for tonight. will update tomorrow, insyallah. ;)
HAPPY HOLIDAYs!!! =D

you're everything to me, fai.

18th october 2009

2009-10-19T16:50:00.006+08:00

♥ HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 4 MONTHS ♥

♥

its been 1 year & 4 months we've been together.. 1 year & 4 months we've been facing through ups and downs like facing the heavy ocean's wave.. 1 year & 4 months we've been through all the sadness and happiness.. 1 year & 4 months we've been facing the goods and the bad.. 1 year & 4 months i become know you more so well... and this 1 year 4 months, my loves inside us will never be vanish.

♥

cause i'm so in love with you.. ♥♥

the bracelet he gave 1 year and 4 months ago...
the ring that he gave 1 year 2months ago... =)

p/s: I Love You.♥♥

29th august.

2009-08-31T13:58:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

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yes people, it was my birthday on last saturday on 29th august. im proudly saying that cause some people didnt believe it was birthday last time. its so funny eh. haha. so, i'm ** year old already. LEGAL udah. secret how old i am. the thing is i'm legal already. okaii? hehehe.

so, i'm so lazy to write much. i'm tired. let picture talk most okaii.

cupcakes!! it was my dreamed to have a cupcakes on my birthday. hehehe. it was surprised by my brother's future fiancee. hehe.

and the next night, which on yesterday night, another surprised from my sister!! ohh, i feel so old cause celebrate 2 times. hahaha.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO TWO OF THEM. :D<">

and so i received A LOTS of greeting from facebook. but a few from msg. hoho. but, thank you however.

see, its almost 100 notifications. excluded that i received after that. means over 100 my friends greeted me.

more actually, but enough lah atu sja ku show. hehe. got blog greets also.

this is from amal's blog. thank you babyyy.. love you beravis!!

and this one from eezah's blog. like it dear. thanks love! *hugs

and, introduce my birthday present!!!

COOL RIGHT!
my sister bought it for me. i want e63, and she agreed. but then when i tried hows it function, my gadd!! inda ku pandai. hahaha. so, just decide bought this. eventhough this more expensive than e63.

however, my day was not very special day, cause cant celebrate my birthday with my boy. cause he's broke, that he have to pay for late entry exam this nov. but, its okay, since he said he will celebrate later.

so, i guess. thats all. i need a rest. haha. until next post!

i'm back!

2009-08-21T22:38:00.010+08:00

i know right, it's been ages i didnt update my blog. i just feel so thousand lazy! but now, i kinda have feel to update. haha. but too bad, i cant always be active, cause my end year exam will coming soon, and been extended early of sept instead of early of october. okay2. forget about that, sick of think about exam.

so, last monday, i lunched out with my boyfiee. HAHA. also with his cuz fiqah, n friends; tinie, box n afiq. after done lunch at sumbangsih, we went to THE MUSEUM. like, its been ages jua i didnt go there, like.. when was my last time k sana a? i guess, 15 years ago?? no offense with that. since the museum nothing much interesting to see. seriously im saying, INDA BEUPDATE WAAA. like, boring~~ okay, here's some the pictures during the day. *i took from fiqah's blog, her cameras but mostly im the photographer. "/>*

there's afiq back there, and the one blocked the way ani is Box.

we went to museum 1st. but, nada picture during here, coz no camera are allowed. even hp jua. what a bad~

done visiting the museum.

then we decided to go to museum technology, by jalan kaki k bawah. but canceled, cause its not near actually, way to far lagi rupanya. ohya, at this b4 kan turun, they all feel butterflies in their stomach, coz some sources sais AS level june result is out. padahal nada jua adaa

here we are in museum technology. *sorry some picture are blur. im still immature with fiqah's camera type*

finally, we balik with heavy rainfall masa atu. like, so heavyyy.. and their car parked so far jua.. so we have to run in raining. and im with my hubby, so sweet i feel that moment, blari2 d tengah hujan~ hehe.

so, credit to fiqah and box for the ride. and also to tinie and afiq for ceria2 tym. andand, special credit to my hubby. thank you for made my monday was special day,instead of blue monday. ">

WAIT!! I HAVENT DONE YET. hehe. i would like to say;

happy 1 year 2 months to my lovable faiit *on last 18th*

my love towards you is endless. and your love to me are so big that i cant even pay. i love you so much hubby pirate boy, more than everything from this entire world, swear. thank you for being with me these almost 2 year actually. kan? hehe. i love you more than i can say.

ohya, this couple t-shirt that we had, given by him sempena our 1st year anniversary. tq my love~
andand, last wednesday, we watch

yes, it was awesome story. boleh laa... ehe.

so, thats all for today. ramadhan just come, so happy fasting to all muslim people. =))

byeee.

i'm back!

2009-08-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

2009-08-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

i'll update when i have VERY VERY SPARE TIME. =))

short post.

2009-06-16T16:11:00.005+08:00

happy holiday students!!!

yeayyy!! ohya yey yey! im too gay of it. sekadar. haha. today is 3rd day of holiday. hows my holiday so far?? ohh,crap, a bit. i dont know why, because im too weak this holiday, i say it again- i dont know why.

hmm, maybe because of netball training. yeah, im recently now having a netball training for the MD netball league after the holiday. im so eager for it! BUT!-i still have weakness,sigh. STEPING STEPING STEPING! thats most of my weakness.sigh. i still feel hard to get rid of it. hmm, so annoying this steping! hahaha. ohya, my leg are now "injured", feel "cramp" sigh. how im going to go training tomorrow??hmmm. =/ and2, my face are getting daaarrrrkkkkk!! *woot* my gaddd! but what im happy about it, my weight are losing, HEHEHE.

hmm, i miss my fai right now, missing him always. =/ waiting him to contact me untuk suruh online, but alum ada. he's always busy, i repeat it again. HE'S ALWAYS BUSY. *kirai2 byyy. *julur*
i love webcam-ing with him, feels like he's beside me. hehe. =) ermm, dont u feel weird from the above? at my place it's siang, while at him so darkkkkk. inda kamu hairan tu? hahaha. he's in UK wa masa ne. =/ KEHKEHKEH. and he's look alike a ghost!!! hahaha.

last but not least, 2 MORE DAYS BABY!!!! IT WILL BE MIRACLE DAY. AMIN. =) I LOVE YOUUU!!!!

i dont want to miss a thing.

another happy day. =)

2009-06-12T00:19:00.003+08:00

meet my hubby during school time*PS time* on last tuesday. tagged along sii weeyah. since she got no lesson that afternoon. we went to sumbangsih(lurus kah namanya?) so, its my first time went there, poor me. haha. i've been there, but just went around outside it, not inside. haha. eat nasi katok and ABC with my hubby. nyum nyummm. *byy, next time we go there lagi a? okay okay? haha*

me and wee and sumbangsih.

then, i told him no need to sent us back to MD, cause i want to follow him to katok and ikut ea masuk meeting. haha. talur kan aku a. sesuka hati! well, i wants it on a reason. adalerr apa.. ehe. BUT IM SO HAPPY COULD GO WITH HIM TO KATOK! like, when i sat with him at the canteen, reminisce tarus on our memories at my previous school with him. :') ouhh, i really misses it alots! so, the PTEK are GREAT! but the buildings seem like CHAOS! i more prefer MD, cause satu tingkat sja, while there, 2 TINGKAT! and bagi paning the jalan atu. haha. I LOVE MY PREVIOUS SCHOOL MORE!! I WISH ALL OF US COULD STAY BACK TO OUR OLD SCHOOL! =/

okay thats all for now, sorry nada photo masa aku d katok atu. ada actually im taken picture with my hubby, but without realise it, aku TERRRdelele, sampai rupanya, pikir inda. cause in that picture,im ugly! hahaha. and i've got stories lagii. but eh, im tired to type, my eye sleepy, and esuk got netball training.

okey dokey. byeee.

finally, i have things to say!

2009-06-06T16:26:00.002+08:00

okay2, firstly i want to tell is, I CANT WAIT for another 4 days! or 5 days atleast! why?? count it by urself. haha. its holidayy will coming soonn! yeeeyyyy! i really cant wait for it! well,for me, school holiday will start on next friday, because on saturday MD sports day event will take place. so, yeyyy! inda belajar! hahaha. LOL. im really forward for it! majal aku a. haha.

then2, 7+5 more days for my VERY2 important date! the veryyyyyy! *kirai2.

next2, i want to say is...... hmmm.
yes! i do feellllllll freeky today. the veryyy. well, sadang. but yes, i feel that way since tadi patang. because2, 2 people that my family and i know, and very close sikit, has passed away today. lastnight tghmlm and tadi ptg. see, thats why i feel freek. its freeking me out when 2 person that i related with passed away on same day . hoho. insaf tarus.. esh eshhh.. =/ and2, i thought it was just feeling that way, rupanya my sis jua.... hoho.

okay2, forget about that. fuhhh! -_-

another thing that i want to say is, i want to make promotion! apakannn. haha.
to all MDians, we (photography club) has our own blog club.
so, you can go to www.mdphotographers.blogspot.com if you want to look on it. but please check it out! hehe. we the members try to make the blog interest always. hehe.

last but not least, i feel want to cut my hair.
especially my front hair. panjang udahh. seriously i want to cut it. i always cut my front hair. haha. but my whole hair, im not going to cut, because i dont want! i want my hair to become longer until i feel very2 sanak with my hair. hahaha.

and2, last but not least. I MISS MY FAAIIIIIIIII SOOO MUCHH! =/ love you faiii. hugs2.

until next post. bye!

hopes tomorrow better than today and yesterday.

update.

2009-06-02T15:58:00.006+08:00

fuh fuhhh. my blog are full of dusty. haha. lol. i'm too busy and lazy too update so rajinly. i dont know why. so, i'll tell what i just remember happened this late.

last few weeks, i watched movie with my byyy. we watched 'Coming Soon' is it? i confuse now what the story. HAHA. it it ghost movie. i kinda dislike that movie. why?? because i didnt understand the story line. i mean, i did paham, but a little sajaa. lagipun, i was cocentrating my huby sajaa. hehe. *kirai2.

then on last friday, watched movie, again, with sis and cuz.*accidently terjumpa,so sama2 lah tarus. hehe.
we watched this story. the story are very siukk! but too bad, i couldnt meet my boyfiee due to some reason =( and im missing him so much.

so,whats else a? hmmm~ owh ya. finally, holiday came yesterday! cause of army birthday. but hell, i didnt enjoy it. SERIOUSLY! too too very very bad! so, i have to wait less than 2 weeks from now to wait a school term holiday! sigh. i dont want to talk about it. =/

ohya, im looking forward to watch this movie.
yes, i desirely want to watch this romantic movie. mau watch sama my hubby, tapiiii. he want to watch NATM2. hmm, what should i do then?? haha.

so, until next post. i dont know what to write lagi. haha.

oh2, anyhow2, im curious on something. sekadar pulang, maybe.

im curious tuuu. on syukri wall arah my hubby. he said "pulis ada d mna2" what's that mean?? and look what his friend respon to that post. sigh. mygaddd! aku curious. and its kills me! *punch2.* and now, my hp are silence since this morning,at all. =(

outing to Kg.Ayer.

2009-05-09T20:10:00.005+08:00

yesterday had an outing with photography club. it was so very awesome! i had fun with it eventhough my camera's battery is exhausted early than it should be. hmm, macammm. my battery habis but actually we've got more place to go. and i was feel down tarus.
so, here is some of the pictures that i took.

okay, thats all i can post, i guess. cause when i want to upload some more pictures, the connection become slowwww! gah! so will update later on lagi. HAHA.

and sorry people for the lack and late of update, cause im very busy girl for now, and im not feeling well. -_-

AWESOME WEEKEND!

2009-05-04T19:49:00.010+08:00

yesterday my weekend was the BEST and AWESOME EVER! very gay sunday! ;D ;D ;D im so very happy, gay, glad started from yesterday until now. i celebrated my boyfiee's birthday with his bestfriend, syuk. we did it suprised! =D

on saturday night i msg syuk about the plan, and yeah, his got no problem with it. then bila me and fai online, he did tell about syuk kan bawa ea jalan on his birthday;

Fai; btw hnyy, c.syuk ada msg hby hby td aa..

Bee; ohh, kenapa ya?

then, i started to senyum2,laughed inside because i knew actually about what syuk's msg him, haha. and i laughed again masa we on phone,he said it again psl syuk kan bawa ea jalan.

and next tghari, we online and chat pasal kan jumpa. but,mati2an i said i cant.

bee; emm, sorry byy, i think i cant jalan.. pasal nada org antar a,huhu. im so sorry byy.. =(

faii; huhu. boring ni u nada, rasa inda complete. :'( its okay the, esuk hby janji tani jumpa esuk a..

bee; bah,esuk saja we jumpa insyaallah. :( im sorry~

maynnn!i'm so great in mnipu. haha. lol. but i felt kesian jua arahnya. hehehe. so,msa otw to gadong, somthing funny msa we chat;

faii; hny bhapa msa ani?

bee; ni limpang2 liat tv a..

faii; ohh, ceta apa?

and my heart says,"bowh,ceta apa baik kan gtau ni a..gila kali." then i'd idea apa.

bee; ni ceta totally spice a, my adi bru ubah a. kacau.

HAHAHHAHA, TOTALLY SPICE?? PACAH! haha. but its trus pulng biasa in 3+ ada t.s main.haha.lol.

then i came to gadong around 3+. bought a chocolate cake 1st, then waited outside Mister Pizza and mc c.syuk to nudge him that i already arrived. then, syuk's out from the m.pizza, and bawakan cake for me, then masuk dalam, and POP! "HUBYYY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! surprise!!* with bright smile on my face. and my boyfiee with a bright large smile and eyes,and shocked face! like, maynnnn! he should see his face time atu.HAHAHA. jahat aku a. haha. then, he hugs me strongly and kiss me. ouhh, so tharu. apakan. haha. and HE THANK ME!

so, let the picture talk now, im mumbling too much. haha. lots of story pulng lagi what happened, but let the picture talk a bit. hehe.

his birthday cake.

my present box. what's inside it?

it's a watch! hehe.

this is fai's bestfriend, syukri a.k.a shooc. he's the one yang bkomplot with me to do a surprise. haha

and this handsome guys is our friends, they came late on that day.. haha. zul, zul's friend and sadiq. they're so serious in this picture. then......

they started "know" how to smile...

then......

they're laughed! haha.

overall, its very fun day! hangout with my hby, and the others. especially with my hubyy...gerrr~HAHA. but too bad that i feel said, my bestiess cant come, wawa n amal too bad. huhu.

so,thats all from me. sorry for the lack of pictures because im just cocentrating dating. haha. lol.

awesome ever! ;D

happy birthday my hubby! ;D

2009-05-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY to Md.Nurfatullah Wahap. (my beloved hubbyyyyy!) =D

happy 19th birthday my love. may Allah bless you always with full of prosperity, happines, long life and better men. HEHE. may you becoming mature and mature and awesome, and and, handsome guy. haha. ;D

i'm loving you so much.... with all my heart and soul.

p/s: my greet to you will be more on your birthday card. ;D

new family's member! HEHE

2009-04-23T22:46:00.004+08:00

first of all, the very apologize with the lack of update. been so BUSY with school stuff. sigh. also, the espeed always crap. sigh. i miss sii dia M bukan nama sebenar. huahuahua! lol. i really miss him waa, want to meet him asap. =/

okay2, just forget about sad thingy, cause my objective now to ALWAYS CHEER UP! yeeah! haha. *ting!* my goshh! i just remember that im gonna have 2TEST,AGAIN, this saturday. pfft!

here's the story, yesterday ada new family member among us! awesome eh kedia a! ehe.

isn't that cute?? kehkehkeh. she's just 2 months old. fluffy. love it! im not sure wether this cat is parsian cat or not. i think she's just fluffy type. and her name is................ havent got name for her yet, haha. any idea people for her name? haha. oh ya, cat ani kn,seems pemalas usulnya, always sleep whenever she got in her basket.. hoho

thats all for now. until next post. bye.

10 month passing by. ;)

2009-04-18T16:51:00.003+08:00

happy 10th monthsary to us, FAIBEE.

i love you with all my heart. no matter what ever happens to me, or us, my love to you will be change. no matter how much obstacles we face, it will doesnt change my love towards you. i dont want to miss a thing about you. i could just stay awake just to know hows are you contion, what are doing, everything about you from A-Z. every moment spend with you, is the moment that i'll cant forget because it's most precious ever.

im loving you and missing you always more than i can say, more than words. :')

100posts=)

2009-04-14T21:35:00.005+08:00

nothing interesting things happens over this couple of days. just studying, stidying and keep studying and revising and revising. HAHA. macam nerd girl udah aku ani kan belajar ganya. LOL! i wish i can begging to my teachers that PLEASE stop giving an howeworkS EVERYDAY! i wish i can. HAHAHA. so, have 2 tests tomorrow, BUSSINESS and GEO. MYGADDDD! seriously im stress think about it. and this saturday also, have ACCOUNTING test! eshh! when i can have rest with all this homeworks and homeworks, and homewroks again., with test also, and test and test again. esshh! i need a time to relax! i need a time to go joli2. and i need a VERY FREE SPACE TIME to meet my fai. i miss him. i really miss him. =/

anyway, got news to tell:

PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB meeting.

wednesday, 15th April 2009.

2.30-3.30 at V.I.P Room.

*photos on last outing will be share in this meeting.

and i havent choose yet which picture want to share. :s

photography club outing.

2009-04-10T18:14:00.010+08:00

first outing activity for photography club today. we went to tamu kianggeh. it was fun! but,i didnt take so much pictures cause i came late,cause i woke up late,LOL. annnddd, my cam were out of battery so early after an hour shotings. =(

so, here'e the pictures. PLEASE, dont judge badly of the my shots, im still amature in photography thingy.

talurrr. my finger spoil this picture.

and now, randoms photos.

this picture is from winnie. hehe.

some of photography club members that came.

fluffy rabbits also sales at the tamu. alots! and guess what is the price?? $80+ to $100/150. crazy right? only afford people able to buy it and who really really loves rabbit. i would like to have one,cause i loves its fluffy atu, but im more into cat, hehe. if any u peoples interested to buy it, just contact this person/company

last but not least

its ME! hehe. which looks fat eh. huahuahua.

kindly comments yeah my photosin tag , nyehs.
until next post. bye!

addicter. ;D

bored time. opppsss!

2009-04-08T16:54:00.010+08:00

monday 6th april. academic awards.

but what did i do during the assembly?

candidshot.

candid,again

syaz's pencil case

PHOTOSHOTING & DOING MY GP HOMEWORKS.
HAHAHAHA.

outing part.

2009-04-08T15:59:00.005+08:00

out with my cousin on last saturday si siti umbrella. and her friends, memah and ram. it was cool! and yeah,as usually when we're outing, most time we bgila is dalam kereta! my cousin she drove fastly, it was fun tohh! bterabangan kereta,haha. she fetched me up around 8, and get home by 11. inda akhir d mna, like i care, haha. not alots picture taking, cause during that time i was busy also chat with my fai. we were just jalan2 at mall, and lepak2, then makan.

me and cuz. my hair sucks!

ram and memah.

then, on last monday, out with my boyfiee. =D but kajap sja, inda puas=/ tapi ada yang puas, lol. =p

and we watched movie.

i love it. rating: 7/10.
the bored about it was i can expect what will happen next ROUNDS of the movie, haha.

update.

2009-04-08T15:35:00.002+08:00

finally! i have a time to update. i dont know why i didnt have a time to update. WAIT! i think i know why,let me list:
1. my laptop is rusak, get stuck when online, and malas dulu kan fix it.
2. no laptop, so hard for me to update. my brother's old laptop always use by my dad,editing2 plan rumah. the pc?? cant go with the internet with pc, i dont know why. conclusion for this, RUGI CAUSE WIRELESS NOT BEING USE BY ORG D RUMAH!
3. i HAVE to balik home from school around 4, cause have this and that at school. s***ks! so,when akhir balik home, im exhausted!
4. i've got LOTS OF HOMEWORKS!!! sigh. but,amazingly, this lately i feel so rajin doing homeworks and studying. =D =D

yeah, i think thats all the reasons why. annoying kannnn? LOL.

so,here's goes what has happened lately. next post. =D

i hate this part right here.

2009-03-25T15:18:00.006+08:00

just baik dari damam, hot fever attacked me on last monday. gilaa, i really hates it. seriously i hated it. o_o

suppose to be on last monday and yesterday, i meet sii F ku, tapi psl damam n nada trnsport jua, inda jadi.. =/ and i would like to meet him today, but cannot lagi coz he went to his grandma today at belait and sleep over there until friday. huhu. so, i have to wait until friday or saturday to meet him.. ya allahh, aku rindu banar2 arahnya, not miss to "that thingy", i miss him seriously.... i need him to creta2.. =/ if i been told to say what i wish for, and that wish will immediately tercapai, i would say:

"i wish i can be with my Faii at this time for a whole day long" =/

please God~ tunai kan tah hajat ku atu sekali, or twice. seriously. =/
i'm missing him so bad, loving him so mad.

see how dull and ugly i am when im sad and about to cry. so,please God, give us a chances to meet. =/

missing my boyfiee. =///

randoms.

2009-03-21T12:24:00.003+08:00

life at MD................................... with my friends...................................

updates, finally!

2009-03-20T14:21:00.006+08:00

so, school holidays has start today. finallyy, i can have a rest, wake up late again like always did when im jobless in last few months,hehe. and.. i miss to watch astro, play ps2, chill out with my bestiee and faii ku, maynnn! i miss all that eh. like since the school has started, the studying, the homeworks apa, they control me. teruk kan? haha. crap banar. pfft.

and yes, finally i have a time to update my blog, fb and surfing apa. hahaha. sungguh menyeksa kan skulah ani, haha. its been a week i didnt blogging, sampai bestiess ku wawa rindu kan blog update,haha. =p hmm.. so, have many things story to tell here.. hehe. hmm..

1st of all i would like to greet,

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY (on last wed.) to us, the lovebirds. ;))

this is my love letter to him. we give love letter everytime comes of our monthsary, hehe. so far i had 2 letters udah dari ea, hehe. we been started with this idea since our 7th monthsary lasttime. =))
im loving you so much my faii. love u even more stronger and deeper. =))) hugs.

owh ya, i would like to congrates all PTEB-ians cause has moved to new collage at meragang. so,there's no PTEB name lagi, it became PTEM. and yeahh, yet im now md-ian, im still missing my pteb friends, the college di lambak atu.. gosh, had a lots and lots of memories there.. alotsss... and sweetsss. =') i wish there were no new school at meragang and katok, so that inda lah pindah2 and bcarai2.. huhu. im hoping i can go to meragang and katok one day, and take some pictures of it. hehe.

ouh2, one more thing i would like to congrates to my father whos received pingat bintang yesterday under pingat kerja lama. =))

thats all for now. update later on.

happy school holidays.

i need a strength.

2009-03-12T22:48:00.004+08:00

chat with him right now. and i asked him a ~~break up.~~ talur kan aku atu. huh. it doesnt mean that i dont love him. i do really love him. always loving him. always do. but, lately i've been through very though time. and, unfortunately, he's not there when i need him. =( i know his handphone ada masalah during taht time, but hey, he can ask me hows my condition after udah his hp baik. ani nada. and owh, i was surprise with this:

tetidur ku krg. jangann. bee ; faii. says:
** no, kau inda pduli! aku tanya kau, ada pnh kau respon kmarin psl aku gf mu ~~palui~~ ani nangis?? ada pnh kau phm2 bnr2 knapa aku nangis?? smpai kau tnya balik knapa aku nangis. and2, ada pnh kau respon psl aku mrh td pagi dlm msg?? ada?? ada??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhhhhh!!!!!!

faiibee- d things dat i've been always think about is u..i love u says:
** Hmm..i knw i was wrng yestrday pasal nda faham..n abot td pg,i was in shocked coz i tried to support u bt hny reply marah n i'm speechless

bee ; faii. what has happen to us? says:
**huh. aku pikir kau kan tenang kan aku balik,rupanya inda. u didnt even tanya hows my condition d mlm atu. u speechless?? instead of tenang kan?? huhh. malangnya akuu

faiibee- d things dat i've been always think about is u..i love u says:
**Hmm..all wat u said is true,its my fault coz nda try tenangkan hny kmarin apa,sumtime i lost on wat to do hny..i'm sorii

like what???? he's speechless?? macam berijap banar kah aku "marah" atu?? huhh?? well, im not mad actually in that message, im trying to luah kan sumthing im not satisfied with. but he's misunderstood it, AND not support me and calming me down. huhh. and he said "i lost on wat to do" whatt?? seems like it was yesterday we we're couple,cause dont know what to do. like ehh, we been together kan 9 months, but he dont know what to do? SO DISAPOINTING ME! sadisss! arrggghhh!!! im loving him! but this is critical to me!!!

keep saying 'taluurrr!'

got nothing to say.

2009-03-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

so,currently just done played guitar hero III with my sista and lil bro's. and yeyy finally i knew how to play it the guitar knight atu. =D yeppyy! sekadar aku a,haha. well,im still immature with it,hehe. its so hard eventhough everytime i played i choose the difficulty EASY, but payah jua bah. bagi stress. haha.

so,yesterday school macam... hmm.. apa a... like... ermmm... emmmm~ hmmm... *eyes rolling,garu kepala.* i dont know apa actually,huahuahua. just i feel awesome when im with amal. thats all. HAHA. the rest of it, i zipp my mouth not saying anything more. haha. so,yesterday also after balik kulah, rest a while, then about quarter to 4 jalan with sis to play netball. but unfortunately once we reached at padang belapan, we didnt see any of our members netball cars. =| we were waiting them to come for 35 mins,but then there were they also. =| my sis did msg 3 0f them,but no reply until 4.30ish and said that the netball was cancel. like huhh??cancel?? but not telling us before?? lalalala. malas lah nak cakap. so,we decided to go ate at the restaurant.saja2. haha. then hmmm,at night went to my aunty house. no comment. pfft.

i miss my F. really miss him. and im hoping i can meet him tonight. =))))

craping again.

im loving you. sarang hae.

2009-03-05T16:22:00.004+08:00

to my lovely Faii.

i love you, even as time goes by.
i love you, even if the world changes.
no one can replace you, even you know that baby.
my love can't rest a day
i can't live a moment without you
my heart can't breath without you
i can breathe only if you're with me.

even though my heart feels like it's going to stop,
my love for you is still the same.
like a star that lights up your night
even if i were to be born again i'll only love you, like this moments.

the words i say not with my eyes
but with my heart.
i'll love you forever, even if ten years pass by
i'll loving you forever and ever.
protect this love that always become my strentgh.
sarang hae fatullah.

~~im saying it cause im missing him right now. been less spend time together lately. cause he's got lots work to do and he's busy with as a president. =|~~

not letting the love fading.never! =)

Sigh sigh sigh. =|

2009-03-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

Im lying here on my bed...wit tears dr0ping.. I d0nt n0e why,th0ugh w0ndering why i always feeling so sad, l0st in n0where this lately. My heart always resah, rimas, sad, upset, m0ody and so on that relates wit FEELING UNHAPPY.

Im so happy when he said he feels like want to hug me when im sad,0r the other way r0und. Yeah,im so happy to hear it. C0z it straight up into my heart that i can feel he's hugging me,c0mf0rt me. I really2 WANT it. =( i rely need his hugs,his t0uch,his v0ice,his c0mf0rt. So that i c0uld n0t feel this pain again. But yet, i kn0w its hard, i kn0w it w0uld take time to me to have and get it.

Its dr0pings again. Cause i jst th0ught of that me n him been less spent time t0gether this lately. Been in chating f0r 3-5 h0urs 0NLY per day. Sigh. Its t0tally less. N0t en0ugh to tell a amazing,awes0me st0ries:| yet,aku sabar. I cant do anything else selain jst let him to go sleep. And so,when he's ready to go sleep,s0metimes he didnt realize when im sad c0z im stil needing him ACTUALLY. And so,my tears will c0me dr0pings when in this situati0n. :| i keep saying that,"he will never feel what i feels" yes,he'll n0t. He'll n0t g0nna faces l0nelines needing l0ve pers0n in the middle of the night, he'll nvr feel h0w d0es it feels to let go but d0nt wnt actually. And so much thing he cant fel what i feels n what i had been thr0ugh. I guess,u will only can feel if he willing to sacrifice urself to be in my situati0ns..

Im n0t mad at him c0z p0sting such this things. It jst THEM that ruins my happy time, and makes me 'harder to live.' and2,im missing him so much m0re that i can say. =|

im l0ving y0u. Please l0ving me evryday. D0nt let it fading. And im needing y0uuu~

and my tears dr0pings again...........................

=( =| ='( =(

im back! nyehs.

2009-03-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling a bit better today. i guess so. nyeh. but yes i do, im feeling better. im kinda have a mood today,but somehow my body a weak. :| like,i wake up at 6.30 today, then went to sleep back at 10 until 3.30pm. like,gosh! i really dont know what happen to me today sampai tidur batah catu.HOHO. last saturday that makes me felt down,sad n whatsoever was a mistake actually. technical problem. HAHAHAHA. stupid punya problem. sampai i have to berargue with him. =( but,im okay now... im back to active. AND I REALLY NEED MY FAI RIGHT NOW~ =(

I MISH YOU FAI.

IM FINE NOW. =)

somehow in worry. :s

In upset-ing=inactive.

2009-03-02T01:06:00.003+08:00

Yes people,i'll be inactive on my bl0g. N so do my msn, fb, fs n so on that relate to using internet. HAHAHA. C0z im so in tr0uble, upset, depress, stress, tensi0n, etc2 that relates to make me feeling in sad, mad, upset, furi0us, etc2. Fuhh! Blablabla. Im talking crap things again. Pfft pfft pfft.

0uh ya, to wh0m(s) may it c0ncerns, i w0uld like to say:

THANK Y0U, c0z making my life c0mplicated as like first time learning ABC in childho0d time. Pffft pfft!
And,

THANK Y0U, c0z making me sad, upset, l0sing in spirit, waking me up that im actually stupid, h0peless, useless teenage girl.

THANK Y0U SO MUCH! Huuhuuuu~bravoo! *big claps hands.*

so, i'll be active back when everything is back to n0rmal,and when im in g0od c0nditi0n. to the b0yfiee,im s0rry include u in this H0RRIBLE situati0n. Imy. Ilysm=(

keep on sighing.

random.. no no,its not actually. =(

2009-02-27T00:39:00.005+08:00

im missing him right now. =(

he says tadi b4 we of9 around 9ish, that we will sambung chat,but until now,he still havent contact me. =( i know he's sleeping right now. asleep. =(
i dont know why lately we been barely to chat,to meet.=(
i know he's busy with with his school. i dont blame for it,huhu.=(
but what will happen to us when im starting to have a life like him also??(that makes us only had a short convo) sigh. surely we will gonna less spent time together.=(
look boy,im posting this cause im missing you, im needing you. =(
i love you. =(

=((

sad aku=( =S

happy birthday to my bff amal. =D

2009-02-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

happy birthday amal sayang ku... aku sayang kau. =D

btw2, happy 17th birthday dalenk... may Allah bless u always.. may u having a long life and prosperity.. amin~ and mature up babe when u form 6 ani a.. hehe. and dont be so noty2,and always flirting around. =p sorry darl a..no present for you.. huhu. i dont have enough budget wa. hehe. i hope we bff can meet tomorrow. =) aku sayang kauuu.. *hugs hugs. and i miss you and wanee~ *sobs.
happy birthday again babe.. may this year and sterusnya u have an awesome,fantastic and better good life. =D happy2 always with u'r beloved one,and kami bff. hehe. love u babyy~ =D
and sorry aku inda tmsg kan greet u babe,bukan me lupa ehh,me just having so so credit ja masa ani..huhu. thats y im just greeting you here. =)

you are the best friend ever. ihonestly. ;D

he always melting my heart. =D

2009-02-24T16:09:00.010+08:00

HEHE. actually this one lahh yg making me melting and touchy.. he wrote it then sent it to me during we chat last time. =)

its written that: 'U ARE MY LIFE. FR FOREVER.' and I LOVE U :( i mish u.'
its so sweet. aku suka baby boy ku when u wrote it and gave it to me.=)
ouh2,sorry,the other pic, i forgot to save. =( it written, 'this guy(arrow at him)is yours forever.' and yeah, im yours forever too.

love you so much byy. =)))

everyday i love you like u do. =))

Thank you my hny beybee.. :')

2009-02-19T09:26:00.002+08:00

Last mnday night was a very special for me..coz she have accepted me bck,after a while separated with her..huhu :') i mish her so much n i love so much mre than everything else..btw i knw hnyy,both of us owe sumthing,hehe..btw happy 8th mnthsary sygg,i love u so much n u cmplete my dk.rubiah bte ismail..heart u forever in my life :')

you're just so sweet for me fai ku. u complete my everyday.

Updating continue..

2009-02-19T07:31:00.003+08:00

..then we watched mvie 'bride war',she rated d mvie 8.5 but i rated 7.3 haha :p aftr that we jz spent our time like a cple..really mish d moments,then i gave her flower coz that was i want to do,nt bcoz of V-day..n so do her gve me,i love her so muchh..she gave everythng 4 me n i appreciate it :') love her 4ever..

i love you too forever more my heart fatullah. =)

Fai-updating her blog finally :-)

2009-02-19T07:21:00.002+08:00

Finally i get a chance to update my hny's blog,so long dh mnahan rsa..well wat i wanna talk ryte nw is abot our last d8(nt really d8 coz we're separate that time :() but miracally we acted like a couple :')
i was abot finished frm skul n trus k mall,i was so tired n sleepy,hp lg low bat..but aftr awhile nggu ia karaoke dulu,:p n saw her face aftr btah nda jmpa,gve me spirit n fresh my day again..

from bee:welcome to posting my blog baby fai ku. =)

i had taken, again. =D

2009-02-18T15:36:00.007+08:00

lastnight, was miracle night. =') okay,im speechless what to say,let the picture speak on behalf of me,haha.

okay,maybe its hard to read,haha. well,it's about my txt with him lasnight, that... we're GO BACK! =D =D =D after a week we been apart:') hehehe. im speechless how i feel and felt, with all his words lastnight. ehe. :')

and so, i would like to announce that. we been together for 8th month!

happy 8th monthsary hubby ku. =)
i love you so much byy, i'll never let you go. i love md.nurfatullah bin wahap sangat2~

And all the love I have is especially for you

our love was meant to be.
yes,seriously i feel it hbyy.. i love you so much. and miss you always.
=))

more of the speech i'll give to you nanti huby a,u noe what i mean kan?ehe. and u also owe me of it,ehe.

he's my evrything. =')

saturday night. special.

2009-02-15T20:23:00.001+08:00

okay, yesterday night we meet. happy happy happy beravis ku jumpa ea d mlm! =D =D =D i really become optimistic girl lastnight. yeah,i does! coz ada lah 2,knapa,hehe.

so lastnight we watched movie.

yeah, we watched Bride Wars. finally,i could manage to watch it! HAHA. lol. lame. and oh, the story was AWESOME! i gave 8.5 out of 10. nyah2. for those bestfriends, u guys better watch it, its kinda we can learn something from it,apakaann. haha.

owh yaa, before we watched movie, he company me went to the Hair Rock Saloon. i only cut my front hair,haha. i always did this,cut front hair,ONLY. HAHA. *the picture of this will update later,coz my hp is still with him* =)

last but not least, the very special moment was......

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yeah, he gave me a roses. so sweet right~ well,i know yesterday was VALENTINE'S DAY, but na-uh..sorry we not use to celebrate it. like hello~duhh~ we're MUSLIM, ban from celebrate it! haha. ITS TRUE! okay2,back to the story. eh,i didnt expect he will gave me a rose*due to we have a CRISIS* but2,he melting me when he gave the rose, and with his sweet words, makes me... awww~ I LOVE YOU MY LOVE! i really love youuuu! eventhough its not the first time he gave me the rose at me, but lasnight feeling was differ from the 1st time i received roses from him. lastnight i felt MORE...i dont know how to say, im speechless. even lastnight,i was totally speechless when he gave me the roses. :')

but too bad was.. we didnt have our picture for this lastnight. cause,my hp which he holding was lowbat during lastnight. and and,his hp which with me at the moments are out of memory. =( too bad. but it doesnt matter.. the picture of yesterday will always stick in my heart. ;)

and so now, IM REALLY MISSING HIM. THE VERYYYYY.

tagged,again.

2009-02-05T22:31:00.003+08:00

no worries, not been tagged by someone else,HEHE. i just found this on someones blog. seems interesting,so i would like to try it. HEHE.

Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Have Fun!!

1. What is your name: Ruby
2. A four Letter Word: Rain
3. A boy's Name: Rona
4. A girl's Name: Rezky
5. An occupation: Rockers?? HAHA
6. A color: Ruby.
7. Something you wear: Rings
8. A food: Rojak.
9. Something found in the bathroom: Rubys towel??
10. A place: Rimba??HEHE
11. A reason for being late: Restless
12. Something you shout: Rimas ku eh!
13. A movie title: Ring, The
14. Something you drink: Ribenna
15. A musical group: Red hot chili peppers
16. An animal: Rabbit
17. A street name: Rock street?? HAHA
18. A type of car: Range Rover
19. A song title: Rock this world
20. A verb: Rising

and so, i dont tagged anyone, who want to do it, just do it! HEHE.

BUT, aku tagged BFF ku, WAWA n AMAL, psl aku paling love kamu. =D and2 aku MENYAYA kamu, biar kamu pusing2an membuat,haha.

niigaaa. payahh. haha. lol.

TAGGED! by FISH. hy babeyh! =D

2009-02-05T21:41:00.002+08:00

ok, for real now, i'll do the tag thing. i do remember Fish tagged me before, but then, i didnt do it due to some reason. and now, yeah, i'll do it, since im kinda jobless right now selain chat with my huby, and while waiting my oicture to upload, but seem like IT DOESNT WORK. sigh. pacah banar.
ok,here's the taggedd....

Tag 5 people:
[1] wawa [2] naz [3] mirul [4] khy [5] peach

WHAT'S THIS?

What's you name? = Ruby
Nicknames = bee or beyy
Relationship status = in relationship a.k.a TAKEN.HEHE
Zodiac sign = virgo
Male or female or transgendered? = female
Elementary = where ah? hmm. HAHA.
Middle School = SMPDSM
High School = SMPDSM
College = PTEB but now move MDPMAMB =D
Hair colour = black and brown.
Long or short? = short
Height = 146 so so
Do you have a crush on someone? = YES
What do you like about yourself? = dont know yet.HAHA
Piercing = a pair
Tattoos = none
Righty or lefty? = none

FIRSTS

First surgery = never
First piercing = cant recall when
First best friend = pijah
First sport you joined = cant recall
First pet = cat
First vacation = KL
First concert = none
First crush = cant recall

RIGHT NOW

Eating = just had my dinner
Drinking = pop ice
I'm about to = college my pics
Listening to = raining~huhu
Waiting for = tommorow! =)

YOUR FUTURE

Want kids? = ofcorse! i love kids=D
Want to get married? = of course..
Careers in mind = business? yeah.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

Lips or eyes? = eyes
Shorter or taller? = the thing is, taller than me,HAHA
Older or younger? = again, older than me about 2 age differ
Romantic or spontaneous? = both
Nice stomach or nice arms? = bith rejected,HAHA.
Sensitive or loud? = sensitive, but not TOO so.
Hook-up or relationship? = relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant? = dont know

HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed a stranger? = NEVER
Drank hard liquor? = NEVER
Lost glasses or contacts? = i dont wear glasses
Broken someone's heart? = yes
Had your own heart broken? = yes
Turned someone down? = yes
Cried when someone died? = yes, when my late grandma died
Liked a friend that is a girl? = OFCORSE..

DO YOU BELIEVE

Yourself?= yes
Miracles? = YES
Heaven? = YES
Santa Claus? = hohoho. NOOO
Kiss on the first date? = no
Angels? = YES

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

Is there one person you want to be right now? = YES!
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? = yeah, opps!hehe
Answered these questions truthfully = sort of.HAHA. yes,actually.

macam panjang kan tag nya atu,HAHA.

starving.

2009-02-05T20:37:00.004+08:00

yeah, im starving,REALLY starving right now. argghhh! and coz of the starving, im hunger and craving for this:

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arggghhh!! i desire for TAKOYAKI!! i want to eat takoyaki at this time. TAKOYAKI! TAKOYAKI! just see how delicious it is.. yummmmm~ huhu

bida eh.

2009-02-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

I says: my blog looks UGLY coz don't have a picture for post. HAHA

good news again!

2009-02-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

attention2! yea, i have a GOOD news AGAIN. =D i have nothing to worry again, well there is pulang kan di ingau kan, but not much eyh. the thing is now im so happy,extremely so happy,gay,feel fantastic,like feel over the moon.... coz' officially, i been accepted move school to Maktab Duli. yeaayyy!!!!! at last, my dreams has come true! i been dreaming and wshing to school form 6 at MD, but then inda kesampaian. but know, hell yes, its happen! IM GONNA STEP MY FOOT AND STUDY VERY WELL AT MAKTAB DULI! yeah,thats my promises, to study really hard and smart. its my promises says that if my approval being accept, i promise that i will gain my spirit to study very hard,well and smart. to my parents, this is my promise, im not gonna let u guys DOWN again,i'll going to study hard. coz,my dreams to study at MD has come true, and the one about i got credit in one of my previous O level subject got credit,yeah thats the reason i got MORE spirits to study. guys,seriously aku bukan main cakap saja ni, i really mean it. and im so eager to get back school! im gonna fight all the new intake of lower 6 2009! yeah, I WILL!!

to my hubby, if you read this, i love you so much baby boyy. you're also the reason why for this, u apart of my idol and spirit. thanks for the support babyy,even though im a looser, well WAS a looser. i love you so much coz u waken me up from my LAZY STUPIDNESS and what so ever, u wake me up from my BAD habits. love you so strong. HUGGGGSSSS! =D

and yeah, not to forget, thank you God for giving this great oppurtunity. alhamdulilah kepada Mu. and to my dad, thanks alots sangat2 bapa~ witout u,maybe i didnt get to MD. *sob.

until next post then. assalamualaikum. =D im HAPPYYY!

i thank God. Alhamdullilah..

2009-02-01T00:02:00.003+08:00

YESSSSS!!! AT LASTTTTT!! i got it!! i got a credit in my one of my previous O lvl subject! so thank to God. =D like,i'd been waiting what's my result since thursday. wait,is it on thursday?? yess2,awuu, since thursday when the result was been released already. i took private, and i could not go to the MOE to get know whats my result. since that time result wa out,i feel miserable,totally! coz aku alum tau result ku. like,aku mengusut beravis. udah pun pasal ada problem with my boy during that time.huhu. *but we're fine udh now=)

okay2, i don't want to mumble to much. hhaha. so,as i got my slip yesterday afternoon,i looked at it, and.. "whattt? credit?? wahhh!" very2 bright smile on my face tarus=D =D but,i covered my bright smile with my slip,coz to shy if smile alone at the public. kana ucap org gila or stress karang,haha. and yeah,at the same time, i wanted to jump as high as i want. coz happy bravisly udh wa!!haha. but,again,i refused not to do the jump,bagi malu.hahaha. also,i wants to call up my hby to share my happy tym,but..too bad.. my credit low,huhu.

yeahh! im happy beravisslyyy! happy,excited and so on feeling that i cant describe how much happy i am. =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D

happy birthday dad!

2009-01-27T15:01:00.002+08:00

ouh2, i forget to mention.

HAPPY 51TH BIRTHDAY to my DAD!

selamat hari jadi to my beloved bapa, Pg.Ismail Pg.hj.Chuchu. ur "stubborn" daughter ani*HAHA* wishing and pray bapa semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki.. amin2~ and may u stay healthy and strong always... aminn~ i know in so stubborn at you, but inside my heart, aku baik... HEHE. i love you bapa.. aku sayang bapa.. u're the AMAZING and GREATEST dad of all! i'm lucky having a father like you. *sobing* and apologise for everything.. =s happy birthdayy!!

sunday outing

2009-01-27T14:34:00.002+08:00

GONG XII FA CHAIII!! haha. apakan aku a,lmbat sehari. HAHA.

anyhow,last sunday was my remarkable day! coz i went to Muara beach my family. ouhh,i think its been a long a time we sefamily been not gone there, since.... since bila a? antah, nda tau, lama udah..huhu. well, not allof my family members pulng k sna. just my 2nd and 2rd bro nda ikut. but some how, we enjoy it. ohya2, we just lepak2 sana,i mean, we didnt do any barbeque or etc. just bought some drinks and crackers from the stall. BUT, me and my lil' bro, mandi pantai!! yeah, cool! tapi panas,HAHA. i'll update the picture later on. the pictures is still in the camera,malas kn masuk kn,haha.

so,yesterday story.. hmm.. at the afternoon, i went to my aunty's house, sekajap. yeah,totally sekajap gnya aku d sna, inda sampai an hour, only about 40mins aku spent time d sana. haha. the reason why i only been there skajap gnya was because i was late came to her house,my family yg lain awal dh k sna,haha. and the second reason was, i was about to play netball. annddd, meet my hubyy..HEHE. gosh! he's totally handsome and gorgeous wa kemarin ehh,gila eh. tecabar ku,haha. apakann. he was so smart kemarin psl lps beraya with his frens and his friends' family. kau gorgeous wa byyy~ geerrr~haha.

until next time. im done. ;D

confession ku. sigh

2009-01-23T04:07:00.002+08:00

dear readers.

it's 4.09 in the morning. its so kinda so late already kan. and yeah,aku alum lg tdur. not yet bah,phm?? even feeling sleepy pun ckit sja. ganjil kn? awkward kan? HAHA. hby ku just sleep already. NO, WAIT! thats not perfect word, he's not sleeping, but has just fallen asleep. yeah, asleep. get it? u guys dont get?? ckp brunainya TATIDUR. phm?

eh,im mad bah. awu,aku marah wa. marahh. feeling lyk there's bomb in my head i want to throw. im angry, mad, sad. marah ku.. marah wa. paham kamu kh? ehhh. kenapa? hmm,why ah im angry?? hmm.. let just say, i was angry, then ok... im cool then. but a few minutes after that,KAAAABOOOOMMMB! my angry has come back again. buduh kn. BUDUH wa eh i said. no, not stupid. CALI. tym2 i was cool already, then, i've been boiling up again. argghhh! cali. cali. cali. pistol pistol.

oh peace. peace. YEAHH RIGHT!

hapy bday rezkyy

2009-01-20T20:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REZKYANA AUFA. =D

may god bless you always,having a long life and properity.. goodluck in everything... aku doa kan kau selalu happy2 owez...miga dapat jodoh yg baik and lakas2 th ada jodoh,haha. :p stay coooolll and roockk! yeah! HAHA. love u rezkyy, syg kau,hehe. belanja?haha :p hugss.

happy 7th monthsary.

2009-01-20T20:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY to us; the Lovebirds. ;D

not today actually our monthsary, it was on last sunday on 18th Jan. wahh! our relation has been 7 month udah.. inda kerasahan that we been through our relationship for 7 MONTH and 2 days! time is really2 ticking so fast..

i would like to say that, i love my Md.Nurfatullah so much and so strong. no boy or man nor no one else cant defeat him. and challenge me from change my love towards him! NEVERRR! haha. to my love, i love u so much hbyy... and i always do and will always do loving u smpai bila... you're the voice i hear inside my head, you're the smile that i can see in my eyes, you're the spirit of love that makes me arise, and you're the missing piece that i always need. =D I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY ONLY MUHAMMAD.. love hby sngt2~

so,we did have a date on our 7th montsary, a simple date. eventhough simple and onething bad happened, im so happy though.. i wish time not tick so fast that time.. coz i want him beside me batah2!hehe.

i'll be update our picture later on, coz my handphone is not with me now.

last but not least, I LOVE YOUUUUU HUBYYYY! =D

I LOVE HIMM THAT SO HANDSOME!!

2009-01-14T14:48:00.005+08:00

he just so gorgeous!! i love him maynn! he's mine,forever!
xoxoxoxoxoxo

ignore the title,haha

2009-01-08T01:39:00.005+08:00

fuhh, feeling better right now, coz finally he wake up. atu pun after im trying to call him balik2, and his bro bgun kn ea,ehe. poor him.. i wish i beside him right now to comfort himm.. =)

so, i'm using my sis's old laptop right now, and i was searching my pictures that have here. and cari punya cari... accidently found this picture

sii oren.

persian cat: sii parsi and lanun

sii parsi played hide and seek,haha

parsi was sleeping...

those are my cats, i mean my family's cat. ohhh, we love them so much, especially c.oren. but,unfortunately, they all were already dead and gone. firstly, we loosing sii.lanun, he was dead coz accidently bumped by my dad when he was reverse,huhu. i still remember how sad my family and i were when he's dead. bnangisan sorang2,huhu. then, we lossing c.parsi, he totally gone don't know where he go, he just dissapear like that, and we suspect somebody took him, coz this cat is so special cause sii Parsi and Lanun are persian cat, so no wonder if somebody ada hati kan mncuri.huhu. then lastly, we accept the death of sii.Oren.. we not sure why he dead, either it was his time to go cause he already old though ; or.. being poison coz eating frog,or some animals,huhu. and yet,i do still remember how weak he was during a few hours before he died. huhu.

maynn! i miss all my cats, huhu. i want a cat, a persian one.huhu.

thats all. bee's out. =)

3rd dull day.

2009-01-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

so, today is 3rd day school. but im not going to the school though. so,i am kinda feel bored... sad... gelisah... resah.. and so on sort of that,sigh. that's the reason why i'm so lazy to update my blog, coz' don't have a mood to do so.

soo... right now im waiting my boyfren to wake up. he's been sleeping for... ermmm... i think for 4 hours already, and i already missed call him for many times already. but until now, i refuse to mc him agaim coz i don't want to disturb him. he having a fever and flu at this time,huhu. and im so worried about his condition right now,huhu.

hmmm.. see, when the time i want to express my feelings, i lost the word. so hell eh,huhu. i missing my huby at this time... thats all i know... loving him endlessly smpai bila2~

2009-01-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

im not late to say that.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL PEOPLE... =)

ermm, i do have my azam, but it's secret,ehe. ;)

having a sighing day today, i don't know why... maybe because of missing to go to school with him,huhu. tomorrow is re-open school,and i'm not going to go to school tomorrow,sigh.

anyhow, yesterday is my best day ever... i spent time with my huby at his house in the afternoon. i'm so happy during that time, happy sangat2~=D then, at night, we went to his friends house having a bbq with his former classmate. but unfortunately, many of his friends could not join it. but totally~i had a great time with him!! =D and it was so memorable... but however,yesterday was our last meet and date. not last actually,what i mean by last is, last before the re-open school time,sigh. and IM SO GONNA MISSING HIMMMM~*sobing*

and now,i'm so speechless, coz my heart's sighing..........
i love my hby... don't want to loose him.. and im extremely missing my hbyyy....

I LOVEEEE YOUUU SOOOO MUCHHHH FAII!!!!! *screaming with all my heart.

2008-12-31T19:07:00.005+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

True Love's Kiss- Enchanted ost.

Giselle: When you meet the someone who was meant for you
Before two can become one there is something we must do
Animal: Do you pull each others tails?
Animal: Do you feed each other seeds?
Giselle: No, there is something sweeter everybody needs
I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince I'm hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Giselle: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa
Animals: aaaaa aaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa

Animals: Shes been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince she's hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch

Giselle: So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Edward: You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were made...
Giselle: ...to finish your duet
Giselle and Edward: And in years to come we'll reminisce
Edward: How we came to love
Giselle: And grow and grow love
Everyone: Since first we knew love through true love's kiss

i don't know why today i keep on listening to these song. maybe im missing something..hmmm~haha =p just click above song if u guys want to hear it.

2008-12-31T18:11:00.003+08:00

yesterday story.. went out with my boyfiee, and his friends. and so did amal joint the club with his boyfiee. we watched 'Bedtime Stories'. the story is totally awesome! giving a rate 9 out of 10 stars.=D

picture on yesterday outings. sorry the other guys and with amal nada tgambar, ehe

just staying at home today,from day until afternoon.. and later on will going to have a bbq at my relative's house. my sis and i were planning to give a surprise cake to someone who's birthday today.. it's my mom's bdayyy today!! ehe. buttt.. due to we each otherr and other of my family's member were busy with this and that, and due to bbq events, so we postpone it tomorrow,hopefully...
so,here's my speech for her:
you are the person whose birth me. i appreciate having a mother like you... eventhough i'm a stubborn daughter, deep inside my heart, i always loving you mummy~yes i always do..... happy birthday mummy... i pray you moga panjang umur so that can see ur childrens well excellent one day.. aminnn~ =)

so, today..no, not today, right now i'm kinda not having a mood.. coz aku sasak ea bjalan then trying not to bawa aku, padahal he fetched up his friend whose live same simpang with me. arrghh! i'm so mad. and his excuses was blablablabla. *malas kan ungkit what's his excuses* so, i'm so not in the mood while chat with him.sigh. i have nothing say more...sigh.

bee's out.

from him.

2008-12-29T17:59:00.003+08:00

finally, i remember what i want to tell to the entire world, haha. last few days, i meet with my boo, and then he give a letter(sort of) which we called it "a reasearch". well,the contains of it, some of secrets,haha:p

the cover. its "JUST FOR U" actually,not "JUSI" ehe.

the beginning

the contains

the endings..

isn't that sweet~ hehe. i keep on repeat readings it... i really loves it... =D
thank you my hubyy, i love u so2 much more than i can say......xoxoxo

pictures

2008-12-29T15:51:00.006+08:00

14th dec- out to berakas beach

the girls.

the boys.

a ghost?HAHA. just a part of our games.

our "social time" apanahh,haha. :p

i love u. written by my boo..

me and him. <3

actually there are alots more things i wants to update.. but,im kinda speechless right now.. macamm,ermm, cana a, mls bahh,haha:p
ok, im off. until next time. =)

happy birthday!!

2008-12-26T00:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AK.MD.ABU THALIB. =D
*sory maynnn lau nama mu salah a, hahaha:p i dont know wa ur full name,hehehe.*

happy b'day abuuu.. i wish u all the best owez.. may hving a long lyf n prosperity maynnn.hehe. may having a great life.. stay healty, maintain macho, and goodluck on your future, have a great blast than year before. =) may all your dreams come true.....aminn~ HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!! =D

sighhhhhhh

2008-12-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

i don't know why i feel this why. and why i have to feel this way always...sighhh. it maked my heart hurts...in pain... i cannot hold it anymore... i feel there are no smile anymore on my face... only a sad, moody face holding on my face...sigh. tears comes and goes.. sadness comes and goes.. and the pain do comes always.. i asked my self, "why i feel this way? why You giving all this to me?? why i can't be happy like someone else??" sighh. this tears, lining out everyday... cries comes to me always..sighh. i wish it could be dissapear just like flicking a finger.. but, i know its impossible to be just like that. sighhh. i'm not strong enough to take it.. no i'm not... i wish one day,i'm could dissapear,unconscious and off all alone..................forever...............

happy birthday!! and outings again.

2008-12-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONLY SISTER DK.SAPIAH P.I. =)

happy birthday from me.. may god bless u owez.. may having long life and prosperity.. succes in everything u do.. what else ah? ohyaa.. semoga dpt jodoh dgn yg baik2 belaka. haha. YOU ARE MY GREATNESS SISTER AND MY THE ONLY ONE BEST SISTER IN MY LIFE!! *sob2* ehe. =D happy birthday again!!

so, what happen today?? hmm..just tired day and kinda sigh day for me.. well, supposed to be i went to Utama Bowling with my boyfiee and his friends today around at 2 o'clock. but then I went there at 4 o'clock because due to some problems. sigh. that was first bad thing. the 2nd, once i reached there, bad news came where my boyfiee said they're about to stop play bowling because somebody else want to use that place. again, sigh. im so sad +dissapointing coz i could not play bowling..sian saya inda smpai hajat kn main bowling, huhu. but,it's a bit doesnt matter for me,coz im happy met up my boyfiee..ehe.=) then, we jln2 around buildings sna a2. then, my hby kelaparan, n so did i a bit hungry.. but, aku nda sampat mkn with my hby, coz my bro msg me that he was about to fetch me up. so, i just took away lh. again,sigh again. then, my bro and i went to backery shop to buy a birthday cake for my sister. so, di pendek kan cereta....*coz im lazy dh msa ani kn tdur, haha!* i was able to make a surprised to my sister.kana you skali sis, haha.*evil laugh* so siuk you know we kana kn org ani..hahaha. =p

owh yaa.. i've got a questionare for all the readers. does the guy in the picture look alike with Cristiano Ronaldo?? TELL ME yes or not at all! haha. ;D

ermm, all the pictures, again, will be posted later on. ;)

sayonaraaa~

happy half year anniversary...

2008-12-18T16:26:00.005+08:00

happy 6th monthsary hubby..

i love u soo2 much. and im happy to be with you and having you in my life. i know today on our 6th monthsary doesnt work so wells, but deep inside my heart, i love u soo much and im sorry if i ever didnt mean to hurt you. i very appreciate having you in my life hubyy... i love you so deeply that much, deep as deeper as an ocean..... I LOVE YOU!!! and i missing you~

anyhow, the above picture was taken on last sunday during we went out to Pantai Berakas. i'll post the pictures later coz most of the pictures are at my handphone, where as my handphone is with him right now. ehe.
until then, bye~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2008-12-16T17:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORROZITA BIN HJ.AWG.ZAINI. =D

may God bless u owez.. may long life and prosperity.. success in everything you do, and may ur dreams and wishes come true.. stay cute and maintain rockz babe! hehe. =D

twilight character

2008-12-16T00:57:00.001+08:00

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2008-12-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY ELDEST BROTHER ASMIN. wish bro all the best always.. i pray u having long life n prosperity.. and succes in everything you do... and i know bro can do it d sana a2. chaiiyo!! =D hopes bro having a great celbration bday at there di London, hehe.

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY!

2008-12-10T13:37:00.007+08:00

tagged by Najii.

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
-yup, i am.

02) What was your dream growing up?
-wanna be a business women. HEHE.

03) What talent do you wish you had?
-playing piano nor viola

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
-honey dew juice

05) Favorite vegetable?
-salad nor tarung. tau??haha

06) What was the last book you read?
-What we did last summer

07) What zodiac sign are you?
-virgo

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where?
-piercings on both ears

09) Worst Habit?
-hard to tell that. hehe

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
-depends on who is "me" atu.hehe.

11) What is your favorite sport?
-netball. and swimming recently.

12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
-BOTH

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
-who is "me" belong to?if my faii,i wouldn't do nothing, biarkan sja we stuck in sama2,HEHEHE.

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
-being hurted

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
-when i got my chances to get something that i want, i change it not to have it then. weird kah? haha.

16) Do you have any pets?
-yes, a adorable cat.

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
-"I"??who??but surely surprised,then panick! HAHA.

18) What was your first impression of me?
-again, who is "me"?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
-awkward??HAHA

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
-my hair. or my teeth.gahh!

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
-manasajaaa,HAHA.

22) What color eyes do you have?
-dark brown

23) Ever been arrested?
-nop

24) Bottle or can soda?
-bottle

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
-spent on half of it, and the other half keep it in the bank.HEHE

26) Favorite band to listen to when you're mad?
when im mad, i didnt listen to any music

27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
-beach

28) Do you believe in ghosts?
-sort of~

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
-get online and loves chat with him.HAHA.

30) Do you swear a lot?
-when im mad lost of control only

31) Biggest pet peeve?
-ermmm....ermmmm...hmmm..antah aa~

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
-undescribable.

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
-yes i do...

34) Favourite and least favourite food?
-sushi

35) Tag 5 people to do this.
-im
-tagging
-no
-one
-HEHE

2008-12-09T15:46:00.009+08:00

on last sunday, i went out with nujii, najii and nidjii. and also with nuji's brother. we had a fun though eventhough kami jalan2 gnya buat survey each shops,hahaha.

one of shop that we survey was Charles&Keith. and guess what?? i fallin in love wit one of it shoe! gahhh! and i really2 want it! have a look this
see! isn't it beautiful?? and harganya pun lawa jua lah,$51.90. gahhhh! stress meliat harganya a,haha. but i really want it... i really meant it! =s my aim now, to kumpul kan money untuk cukupkan bali this shoe... wait for me charles&keith... haha!

and yeaaa. i missing my huby so much right now.. today kami nada c8... coz his having his adventure club activity today and next 2 days.*sigh* i miss you hubyyy..

happy birthday!!

2008-12-07T22:49:00.005+08:00

to DK.NURUL.NAZIRAH@Nazirah Saifuddin, a.k.a Najii, my titanician....

happy birthday my dalenk.. i wish u all the best in everything you do, success in everything u do. may having long life and prosperity. i pray u mudahan have a great grade in ur A' lvl xm. aminnn.. may ur 20th year old ani, u having a great,fantastic, happiest life,amin... and walau brapa umur mu pun, u still a rocker for me!! yeahh! haha. happy birthday again dalenkkk... love you.... =D

another tagged

2008-12-04T23:37:00.006+08:00

tagged by KHY. =)

1. Name the latest book you bought.
- What we did last summer. by... lupa siapa. haha.

2. what is your full name.
- dk.rubiah bte pg.ismail.

3. name the person (opposite sex) you want to meet very much.
- for sure HIM, MD.NURFATULLAH BIN WAHAP. i really want to meet him, NOW. haha.

4. christina or britney?
-britney

5. do you do your own laundry?
- yeap, miss independence kali aa, haha.

6. the most exciting place you wanna go?
-HEAVEN??hehe. i wanna go to KOREA. =)

7. hugs or kisses?
-hugs. or maybe kisses. BOTH is better i want. haha.

8. 8 things that took place in my heart.
- MD.NURFATULLAH'S LOVE =)
-his love *it's not repeating ha, haha*
-his misses
-our loves
-titanicians
-family
-my social times *whatt??HAHA*
-study nor music.

9. 8 things i say often.
-i mish you hby
-i love you hby
-aku rindu ea waaa
-apakannnn
-esshhhh!
-huhhhh!
-apa ada?
-antahh aaa

10. 8 books i've read recently.
-twelfth night
-economic books??
-what we did last summer
thats all i guess, haha.

11. 8 songs i would listen to forever.
-Hugh Grant feat. Haley Bannet- Way Back Into Love
-Katy Perry-Hot & Cold
-Jason Mraz-I'm Yours
-Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Cailla-Lucky
-Kim Ah Joong- Ave Maria
-My Girl ost
-Hujan-Pagi yang gelap
-Tak selamanya selingkuh itu indah
12. 8 things i learned last year
-don't be lazy
-appreciate a person who loves me
-trust no one??
-life isn't always fair
-always be loyal
-respect to them =)
-dont do the same mistakes
-find a better guy. *and i already found it! you know who you are if u read this. ;)

im tagging:
najii
nujii
and... anyone. haha

2008-12-03T18:03:00.003+08:00

yesterday, i went out with my boo. atlast, we meet.. im so missing him u noe.. like thousand years im waited time to go out with him, haha. me accompanied by my bstfrn Amal, and him accompanied by his friend( my friends also) Abu, Sadiq, Faiz, Xiera and Syai. and the other one a2, i forgot who is his name, sorry.... so, we did have fun spent time together... but however..nda puas... hahaha.

and yeah, sorry i only have me and him picture regarding on yestrday, haha.

at Fratini's. hellooo hbyyy, the lens camera is here, not overthere..haha

tagged.. *a2 bnyk tagged ku... haha.

2008-12-03T11:23:00.003+08:00

1st tag*by wawa and nieya*

1. Write (type) your full name with your elbow.
2. No backspacing.
3. Tag 10 people to do this.

dk.rubiah P.I
(yeaaahh! i did it! haha.)

andd, EVERYONE I TAGGED. EHE.

2nd tag*by wawa*

Rules:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player or etc on "Shuffle" mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
CAMELIA.(its a girl name, so.. i'm female definetely)

Describe yourself!
DISTURBIA. (bowhh?? thats right i am like that,though.HAHA)

What do people feel when they're around you?
TAK SELAMANYA SELINGKUH ITU INDAH.(yeahh, they're trying to nasihat aku that being in scandalisim is not good..dangar tu kamuu, HAHA)

Describe your current relationship
BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE.(ermm, yeahh.. antahh.. dont know... salah kali ee)

Where would you like to be now?
TAKE A BOW.(yess! right! i want to take a bow, in other words, i want to go somewhere... im bored...)

How do you feel about love?
PANDANGAN PERTAMA.(that's right babyy, i felt in love with faii on first sight...and i always getting love with him everytime "pandangan pertama" jumpa ea..HEHE)

What's your life like?
DON'T SPEAK.(sooo, i shouldn't say anything lahhh)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
AKU LEBIH TAHU. (yeaaahh, aku lebih tahu what i really wish...apanah?HAHA)

Say something wise.
CINTA ANTARA KITA.(isn't that sweet..wisely to say that cinta antara kita(me and him), tiada pnghalangnya, walau akhir usia ku mnyinta diri mu....)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
PAGI YANG GELAP. (haha, thats mean i'll say no, haha)

How would you describe yourself?
MY GIRL OST MY GIRL.(i am fatullah's girl. =D)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
MUNAJAT CINTA.(ermm,maybe because they always in love...apakannn)

How do you feel today?
SO HOT. (yesss! so hot! coz of the weather and im so hot coz i wnt to meet him today bahhh)

What is your life's purpose?
SAAT TERAKHIR. (noooooooo!!)

What is your motto?
THATS NOT MY NAME. (whattt??HAHA)

What do your friends think of you?
BYUL ost 200pounds beauty. (what is Byul anyway??)

What do you think of your parents?
KISS ME. (yesss! definietly i want their kiss...plus their hugs.. i miss that.. =s)

What do you think about very often?
DEAR GOD. (i always pray to God to tabahkan my hati in everything what has and will happen to me..)

What is 2 + 2?
LEMON TREE. (correct2, HAHA)

What do you think of your best friend?
HOT AND COLD. (yess they are definietly my hots and cold bestfriends,hehe)

What do you think of the person you like?
SASSY GIRL.(sassy BOY should be, hehe)

What is your life story?
DOKTER CINTA. (i need dokter cinta,cause im totally so crazy in love with himm, totally! so, i guess my fatullah is my dokter cinta, ehe)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
OH BABY. (in other words, i want to be his baby sampai bila. =) )

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
BROKEN.(see the lyrics, then u guys will know, hehe)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
MATERIAL GIRLS. (what?)

What will they play at your funeral?
JAMILAH JAMIDONG. (ahh??)

What is your hobby/interest?
MAKES ME WONDER. (still wondering what's my hobby or interest)

What is your biggest fear?
KEEP HOLDING ON.( my biggest fear is im afraid to loose him, so i keep holding on on him.)

What is your biggest secret?
MAKHLUK TUHAN PALING SEKSI. (nah, terbongkar tia rahsia, hahaha)

What do you think of your friends?
WITH YOU.(yess, they always with me, and so do i)

What will you post this as?
KALIS RINDU. (apaakannn)

AND IM TAGGED EVERYONE WHO READ THIS. HAHA.

3rd tagged *by wawa and naz

1.Each blogger must post this rules.
2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. fai's gf.
2. totally in love with him.
3. easy to forgive but hard to forget.
4. loves to meet and go out with him, everyday tah kalau buleh, haha.
5. the youngest daughter.
6. loves dim sum, sushi and butter milk/butter.
7. drinks R.O mineral water only, other types of water, no way, haha.
8. pemalas kadang2, haha
9. addicted to netball
10. dont want to loose my fai.

and im tagging everyone...again, haha.

Update......

2008-12-02T00:55:00.002+08:00

No recents update lately,c0z IM LAZY AND SO N0T IN THE M0OD to update my bl0g. HAHA. And so n0w i decided to update c0z td my huby ask "nda u cek ur fs n bl0g lg kh?" hmm,p0or him c0z missing my upd8,ehe. N so im n0w updating using hp..

So, what has happen recently?? N0thing! Just a b0red, m0ody school h0liday. *why ruby?* c0z.. Im so missing my boo.. Damn missing him so much!! Sh0uld b we c0uld meet by today,n so yesterday. But, we c0uldn't, c0z s0me "technical prblms" apaakan,haha. I h0pe we g0ing able to meet by this thursday,huhu. I hv a "w0rds" f0r him:-

Since i knew that we are g0ing to separate sch0ol,i th0ught i c0uld accept it. I DID CAN ACCEPT IT, just can accept the sch0ol/g0vnt result that "rimba's studnts m0ve to Kat0k." i can 0nly accept that, but n0t separates fr0m u. I realised it as when i remenise all our sweet mem0ries at school, then i start to cry. I said, "who g0ing to feed me f0od during lunch time? Wh0's g0ing to ac0mpany me when im waiting to fetch up? Who wil g0ing to cheer and light my day slain drpda my hby?" i also said, "im g0nna mish the m0ments we always h0lding hand during PS, our laughs, cries." and so on n so on many things, mun kn d list semua,nada avis 1 paper, ehe. But, u n0e all our mem0ries, includes our d0td0td0t time. Haha. I d0n n0e wats g0ing to happen to me nxt yr when there is no u bside me. I d0n n0e wether i can hold my eyes to st0p cry c0z missing u as u r n0t bside me, i d0n n0e i can b happy on nxtyr in my new c0llege lyk diz year wen im bsides u.. IM N0T SURE WITH IT. But,what am i sure is, my heart stil h0ld on u, n u owez b apart of me whenever i go n whatever i do...

*it's n0t a w0rds th0ugh, a paragraph. Haha. Wh0's caree,this's my bl0g,suka hati i lh. Haha*

saturday stories...

2008-11-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

a week dh no udpdate...hmm.. busy banar usulnya aku ani smpai nada tupdate, haha. anywayy...
on last saturday, i having a great time with titanician. at last we meet and lepak2 after long time nda jmpa, huhu. but, unfortunately, i was kajap gnya lepak n jmpa with zita, liesah n lulu, n so wan.. coz they went home early in the lunch time, huhu. so the only member left was me, wawa, naz, niq n rezky. we're having photo session at school, at diffrent spot of school during the afternoon. bagi naleh jua kali a jd model a, hahaha. other person who companied us my lovely fai... he became our photographer yg pling hensem, hahaha. *jangan kambang :p

then, around b4 4 o'clock i been fetched up FIRST among them by my brother,haha. after that, my brother brought me 2 eat at the restaurant coz his gf felt hungry...and so did i! haha. so we went to one of restaurang at pertama jaya lambak, the restaurant name curry house, sumthing like that lh. the murtabak there.... hmmm... sooo yummy... thet serves it in diff way, i mean, lots choices of cacah for the murtabak.gilaaa...nyaman kali ahh,haha. so,anybody out there who wants to eat murtabak that differ from other restaurant, just go to CURRY HOUSE RESTAURANT at pertama jaya Lambak, one buliding with KFC. i beat u all, if u guys go there and order the murtabak, nada menyasall 2...hahaha

after that,we went back home. then about an hour after that, i went to padang belapan for played netball. is'nt that crazy? like, on last friday b4 that saturday, i went sleep around 3 o'clock in the morning, i only slept for about 3 hours plus. then the next day which is saturday, lots of activity i did, nada berehat....huhu. ok, back to my stiry about netball, this time not many our team netball came to play, so we play half court only...it was new for me play that half-court,haha. i really enjoy this time..and im getting improve! bcoz im as a goal shooter, score about 4-5 goal,haha. yeayyy! congrates to me! =D after we had finished play, n sorang2 kenalehan after about one and a half hour main, so we decided to stop played and balikkk.. butttt, one of us sugessted to lepak2 dulu, so we went out at Mameh cafe at salambigar. we enjoyed our time there.

on so, udah balik umahh, kenalehannn...haha.

that all from me for today. the picture will be upload soon, coz im so lazy now to upload picture.

byee!

i've been tagged by wanee. HAHA.

2008-11-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or Take your picture of yourself right now.

2. Dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair... Just take a picture.

3. Post that picture with no editing.

4. Post these instructions with your picture.

5. Tag 5 people to do this.

ermm..this picture was taken on last saturday night, at Mameh cafe at salambigar. im sure many will wondering why i looked so not stylish k mameh ani,haha. aku nda beusul tym ani was bcoz i was just done with played netball,hahaha! :p

and so, im tagged khy, peach, cuz era, meeza and fish. =)

what happened after long time not doing an exercise or sport?

2008-11-16T20:23:00.004+08:00

yesterday, i played netball with my sister and her friends at padang belapan at Berakas.

well,its was been a while i didn't do sport- and even an exercise, HAHA! the last time i did exercise and jogging was... BEFORE FASTING MONTH! wahhh~that was 3 months ago! haha!

i do ngakun, im getting my fat, and so do my boy told me that "hahaha. dapat di picik dah ni parut a." *jahat ehh huby a,haha* he kept telling me that to do an exercise, but i didn't care what he said,haha. but then, yesterday i told him that i will played netball with my sis. and he said, "alhamdulilahhh..." haha! bagi malas responnya catu a,haha. he so happy to hear that i will did some exercise,hahaha. ngokx!

ok, back to my story during played netball... hmm.. i did enjoy played netball.. sooo enjoyed. but... i guess 3 times aku terabah. damn! haha. AND MORE BADLY, my head terhantuk k lantai dgn kuat skali.*sadanggg* but so badd lahh. dapat pingat ijau tarus tpt dahi a,huhu.

nxt week i will play again, and i need to gain more my stamina,haha. and hopes inda terabah lg. =(

had fun with him!

2008-11-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

today, this afternoon tadi, i went out had a date with my boyfiee, and so my cuzn and her friends. we watched movie 'madagascar 2.' the movie are so so lah, not so interesting, not so fun- rating: 7/10. haha.
after me and my boy watched movie, we ate. then lepak2,hehe. eventhough sekajap gnya kami dating*time ran so fast,huhu* but i did enjoy our time spend together.. =)

p/s: I MISSING YOU HUBYYYY. =S

best pose and best picture taken!

2008-11-14T22:42:00.005+08:00

picture A. "WE ARE FAMILY! HAPPY TOGETHER ALWAYS" *wink

pic. B- "High School Musical." *or, i prefer to say high school happines, instead of musical, bidaa and aku inda suka,haha.

pic. C - Abuuuu... wahhh! manjanya dia..control cute,haha.

so people out there, tell me which is the best picture. ;)

PARTY TIME!!

2008-11-13T21:36:00.012+08:00

yesterday, we(all my clsmates english block 3,included yg move to GP classes) had a very fantastic-memorible time! yesterday we had a small party in conjunction of teachers day and belated birthday of our most beautiful-beloved MISS NURUL! i'm sorry coz' i forget bila ari a2 ea birthday. here are some pictures been taken.

begining of the event. baca doa selamat dulu,ehe.

the foods and drinks.

thenn... party time, makan2, minum2,haha. liat tu, sorang2 kelaparan a,haha.

pizzaaaa! tuna pizza, yummy2~

mirul. the serial cake killler,hahaha!

he is ABU. errmm, i took this picture on his 4th round to eat.

abuu2~nyaman mkn mu a2 aa,haha.

our beloved Miss Nurul Husna with her birtday cake surprised given from us. =)

the, after siuk2 makan,kanyang apa,and while we were eating also, photo session time!

Ziemah, Abu and Dibah.

from left: farah,*ermm,i forgot this girl name,huhu* , dk.amal, ain and jannah.

Sob, Anne and Simahh.

Ziemah. at the back,Hanii,Safwan and yg samseng usulnya, Nairul. haha!

this was the time when Miss Nurul opened up her present from us. and gosh, she really2 surprised and shocked as she looked her present. wanna noe why??

bcoz.. look! its a shoe as her present! brand Charles&Keith. its really2 beautiful! i wish i can have one.. but... too expensive too say. haha.

below pictures are pictures taken time kami sorang2 kenalehan udah after jadi "model" beposing bgmbar2 sja. haha

band boy! haha. consist of safwan, Azmi, Syazwan and yg infront, i confuse who is his name.

Tiqahhh! the plan planner! god job tiq!

Azimie. he feel tired dh nie. and he said that "lowbat ku udah ni." haha, siann.

Amal and Abu. errmm,datingg aa.. haha

however...eventhough we tired already jd "model" but still, bgambar2 jua kami maseh,hahaha. lol.

there are many other pictures, but im not gonna put it all here, full house tia krg,haha.
ok, until nxt tym for another post. im signing off!

"addicted"

2008-11-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

Since you went away
It's been
One year two months
But it just don't seem like yesterday
We were, we were still together
Time has passed and things have changed so
Why do I feel this way
Cuz you're with somebody else
And I'm with somebody else but

Whenever I think about the love we had
(It hurts so bad)
Whenever I think about the love we made
I said that I'd be strong
Boy I really thought that I'd move on
But still I find myself asking

Do you still think of me
Like I think about you
Do you still dream of me
Cuz I can't sleep without you
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted

above is the first 3 lyrics of 'Addicted' from Stevie Hoang. i really love this song, its melody makes me calm- eventhough a-hip-hop-style, well, RnB actually, or.. i don noe actually. but the thing is, i loves it! however, the lyrics... making me like, uhhh! ahh! ouchh! so tajam! apakann..

the lyrics just remind me of him.. it just so went up crazy for me for this lyric.

signing off. *p/s: i'm sorry to my hubby if u read this. i love you more than everything,including him.

monday ohh monday...

2008-11-10T16:28:00.002+08:00

today is monday. hmmm.. mondayyy. i loveeee mondayyy. *yeah rightttt~*

so,again today, untuk yang ke brapa kali udah, i was come late to school AGAIN. can't u guys understand?? i said, AGAIN. AGAIN and AGAINNNN i came late to school! *sigh.kes mental! lol* i was hoping that this new week i could came early to school, but... not!*sigh* well actually, i could manage came tto school b4 7.30, but my bro who sent me to school, nda brapa pandai membuyuk if in traffic,haha. but if my dad who's had always send me to school b4, he's champion for me!! yeah, i really mean it. sometyms, we went from home to the school around 7.20 and yet could managed came to school by 7:40+, haha. macammm,laju jua tu my dad drive and avis traffic light "dilanggarnya." haha.

so, my first block today is economics. hmm.. membagi stress ni eco a, especially the tutor,haha. he keep on forcing if late to answer his question,haha. so today we were doing our mcq's, punyalah payahhh,huhu. i was not so well during this time, so aku pendiam sikit hari ani in eco class. *jadi budak baik lah katakan..yeahhh righttt.

in block 2, i had my eng.lit class... hmmm.. no comment for this one, biasaaa, borenggg. and today, 4 students only came to the class. hmm.. no comment,though.

then,we having a break.

block 3 was my most favourite block, english! wahh, i like it! haha. today we did not have a lesson, just waching a movie name "Hairspray." we havn't finished watching it yet. the movie was interesting, buttt. it was a musical movie, i didn't knew it, now i know.. and.. aku inda suka jenis creta yg musical,just like "high school musical", a2 paling ku banci toh hsm a,haha.except, i like "P.Ramlee the musical",ehe.

while block 4, im having my accounting class.. ermm.. no komen jua bahhhh. pasallll... malas ku becakap kenapa,haha.

after that, lunch time.

then... yeayy! my p.s time. haha. i can relaxxxx! and datinggg! haha.

so, thats sort off what happened today. the rest, malas kan ceretaa. haha.

until then. bubyyeee. =)

selahau pictures. *lols

2008-11-07T14:45:00.005+08:00

ermm,this picture was taken during eco class,like..i was feel bored that time,n so did meeza i guess, so we exchange our shoe while my sir was teaching,ngokx ehh,haha.

gossh! siapa punya bibir pink ani kan?? haha. hot ehh! *yummy2~ =p
huby,who's lips is this?? haha. =p

ermmm..this is my picture- during i've got fever. shiann dellohhh,apakannn.haha.
gambar ani c.parut ni mngambar,haha. org damam bh d gmbarnya aa,huhu. :p

bowh?? sapa kan ni?? perompak mna lg neh?haha.
*berharga2 ani wa topeng a,haha.

this one paling panat,haha. big nose, telinga gatal, innocent face. haha.
*winkz for my huby =p

thats all for now. *signing out

yeayy!! i am so happy!

2008-11-06T16:37:00.001+08:00

I'M HAPPY?? YESS!! absolutely! and why i'm so happy now? coz' today i just finished with my english exam! yeppeyy! so i don't have any burden to hold. however,i'm just worried about it, cause the paper for me was... SO HARD THAN A YEAR BEFORE! gahhh! i really2 not confident wether i can get credit for this time or not.*sigh* but i'm just hoping i able to get it,huhu.

so,the exam just over(and so do my my boyfiee) and now, im free to go out with him!!*bright smile*

thats all from me now and im signing off.. *wave. =D

2008-11-02T10:10:00.006+08:00

its has been a week now my life seems "chaos". i don't want to tell why. but i realised that my life become "upside-down" apaakann.

so, its already november. yeayy. about a month left for school holiday terms 4! yeayy! i'm so eager about it. coz' im sick of study!hahaha! no lahh, im just kidding. im just sick being always wake up so early..

hmmm. today is sunday.. n right now is sunday morning. n i am so hungry ryt now.. in my mind right now is I WANT TO EAT BUTTER MILK PRAWNNN!! gahhh! tseliur bnr2 ehh,huhu. i have to wait sum1, then barutah aku dpt bali that delicious yummy butter milkk! sha2pun dulu~ehe.

ok,thats all for the update for today... =)

midnight chatting. haha.

2008-10-24T00:43:00.006+08:00

it is already 12:47 a.m right now, and yet, i'm not sleeping yet, eventhough a bit feel sleepy. right now im watching 'tha amazing race asia.' what a boring tv show that i watching right now,haha!*lols*
anyhow... i havn't sleep yet bcoz right now im chatting with mo huby...ehe. nda boring and inda bagi kalat mata chat sma laki ani...apakann~hehe.

his nick during this time is "i'm in love with you too dk.rubiah. :)" isn't that sweet?ehe.

so,for now,its already half past one.. wahhh~so late night already,hehe.. n nda lami lagi we will sign off.. n im of9 my blog for now.. =)

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-10-23T23:55:00.001+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-10-23T23:40:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebs - Collage - Morph

2008-10-23T22:27:00.004+08:00

happy 19th birthday to WAFIY, my english classmate. on today 23rd october. =D

may having a long life n prosperity owez, n happy2 owez.. aminn. =)

happy birthday!

photoshot during english class

2008-10-22T15:53:00.006+08:00

on last monday, during english class, we had a special moment- so special moments, where we all having a photoshot with our bloved english tchr, Miss Nurul! =D

she actually was wondering why we sddenly wanted to take a class picture, spontans picture n so all like that,apaakannn...

the reason for us suddenly took picture with her is... adalerrr,it's secret, hehe.

so, do comments who's the hottest post of all,haha.

this below picture,abit special coz' picture of me and my bloved tchr, Miss Nurul Husna. =)

ok,so thats all, im signing off... =)

my new hair.*winkz

2008-10-21T16:22:00.005+08:00

new hair?? yeah, on last saturday, i went to saloon to gunting rambut saya yg udah lama kn ku gunting psl kusut,haha. i decided to cut my hair just like Rihanna's hair style,hehe. so,do give me a comment yah about my new hair*kalau buleh,haha. :p

=)

*ermm,it just not fully show,kes inda pndai mngambar,haha*

back to normal life.

2008-10-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

first of all..i would like to say...

Selamat Hari Raya,Maaf Zahir & Batin.

i know im a bit late to say about it..but atleast i do greet it. apaakann~ehe. so, if im not mistaken,today is 8th days month of Syawal. this year Hari Raya's celebration not that so fun like previous year. this is because, holiday for raya celebration on for 4DAYS!! *w.t.h??* its so upsad that this year we could not visited alots of my relatives houses.surprisingly that, i can count how many houses that we had been visited.*sigh* after celbrate hari raya's for 4days ONLY, all bruneian back to work n school.*sigh* it's so boring~huhu.

so,as school re-open, i back to my normal life! yeayy! im quite happy,hahaha! i don noe why i so missing my normal life during the last ramadhan n early days hari raya. so, my normal life during school days are.. i woke up around 6 o'clock,arrived at school after 7.30a.m*ngokx* then,i went back home from school aroud 2+pm. as arrived back at home,tidurrr,haha.*sleep is fun!=p* then after wake up, i chatting with my boyfiee..n etc n etc..hahaha. so,my normal life so easy n simple n tire-ing...huhu.

ok,thats all from me,another post coming soon. =)

so busy nowadays.

2008-09-29T14:25:00.002+08:00

ok, i need to update this,my blog.. long time i haven't not update it... i just so damn busy with preparing Hari Raya stuff and etc. i did have time, but baru saja buka my laptop n log in to my blog, udah tia kana lagau kn buat itu lah, ini lahh..*sigh* but now, i have a time,yess! i have a time, haha. buttt.. i don't have any idea actually what to say here,haha. ok,let just me tell about what had happen on yesterday,on sunday 28th sept.

yesterday i woke up early around 8 o'clock.*sigh* for yesterday night, i only slept for about,3HOURS ONLY. like.... lately aku akhir tidur gnya..*sigh* and this can cause my eyes jadi macam mata panda,hahahaha.*ngokx* the main reason why i wake up at that so early is bcoz my family and i went visit to my late grands graveyard. it was my first time actually to visit there,huhu. we arrived at the graveyard which is at bandar around 9 o'clock. gosh, punya lah ramai org melawat kkubur time a2, traffic jam and less parking tarus. it was because it is kan raya udah,and last sunday of puasa. then,after that we tarus went shopping to buy foods and stuff for Hari Raya. that time it was still early around 12 o'clock, but hey, ramai jua org kali ah shoping awal tghari,hahaha. so, we bought a lots of stuff, lots n LOTS. i repeat it again, aLOTS. haha. *majal* and,amount for the things that we bought also LOTS,i mean,MANY DIGITS NUMBERS,haha. so,we went back home around 3 o'clock. as arrived home, kenyalehan dan kelaparannn..warrghhh.. seksa rasanya when naleh tapi nda dapat minum to refill energy.*sigh* so, the only way for me to ilangkan kenyalehan dan kelaparan a2, is by.. SLEEPING. yess! by sleeping, thats the only way for me to not feel hungry and tired. apart from that, i feel time goes faster when sleeping. in other words, supaya laju masa a2 kn sungkai.*lol*

at night, as usual, we cleaning up our house, i mean the living room.... so tired...unfortunately, we haven't done yet with our "cleaning camping." raye nak dekat dahhh.. *sigh*

ok,so thats all for the update today... selamat hari raya.. =)

curiousity -part 3full story

2008-09-22T14:50:00.002+08:00

as been requested by one of my friend,supaya panjangkan creta c.little girl anii*katanya ea mau panjang2,haha* so,here its come.

on that late night, that girl actually was do chatting with her boyfiee, but then, she fallen asleep.. and as she woke up, some one has add her email. from the email, she "probably" knew who could it be, because dari bday email orang yang mengadd a2 same as bday of her former boyfriend. so, in her mind that night was, "eh, email c.***** kah ney?? inda kannn?? mustahil eh ea kan add aku." then, the girl just accept that email. by that time, pikiran that girl jadi inda betantu; her body become cold, her blood flow fast and her heart pumped fastly like she was running.

then, the conversation started between her email and the new email just been accpted:
Little Girl(L.G) : hey.. who's this?
and at the same time, the new email also greet her.
New.Email(him) : hi
L.G: who's this?
him: errmm. nda tau?
L.G: ofcorse i don noe, f i noe, i will not asking
him: if nda tau, just block and remove sja email ani..
L.G: astaa, i was asking... bukannya kn minta tnya buleh blok kah inda
L.G: haha
him: hmm.. teka saja tia.. liat dari my email aa
L.G: aduyy, nda mau2 nyuruh meneka
L.G: cubatah bgtau saja..
him: awueh
him: mau2, inda2
L.G: bah2, kajap aa.. im thinking.
him: ok..
the girl keep looking at the email address, wondering who. "lurus kan ni kedia??krg kalau salah, aku jua yg malu. hmmm.." but then, littlie girl just brave herself to guees it.
L.G: ermm, ***** kah ne?
him: hmm, entah aa
L.G: astaa, gtau sja lh...
him: yea, its me..
L.G: me? who? ***** ka?
him: awuu, ***** waa
L.G: owhh.. ok..
him: ok..
then, little girl so so surprised by it. "gosh! lurus kan, it was him!!" it was right that email is her former lover email... her former boyfriend who was also missed call her on her birthday midnight time after not been contact for a long time.
so, they keep on chatting, but not that longer sampai an hour, coz' c.little girl malas.. haha! *sorry readers coz i can't show the rest of their conversation, c.little girl not allow so. ehe*

so now, they haven't chat yet, that guy nada nagur2. *gud for her* but, her curious about it still keep on.......

hari raya. coming soon!! yeayy!

2008-09-22T14:28:00.005+08:00

so, about a week left to celebrate Hari Raya.. Yeppeyy! everyone excited about it! and so do i, eeventhough i'm a bit sad coz' my bro nada.. huhu. now, everyone sibuk mndengar lagu raya, busy decorating their house, busy shopping *well,bab shopping, tunggu gaji keluar lh 2 and dekat kan hari raya,ehe.* and paling pentinggg.. excited kan pakai baju baru rayaaa.haha. well, ermm.. my new baju raya alum siap waa.. huhu. oh,nvm about it.

playing "bunga api" never missed out in bulan puasa b4 the hari raya

and lagu Hari Raya already been heard and sing....

curiousity -part 3

2008-09-21T14:46:00.002+08:00

ok, here's another story from the little girl..

a past few days, around 4+ a.m, her former lover AGAIN make her in "dilemma" and confuse. this time, HE not contact her again, BUT now, he had add her email. gosh!! this was surprised her. like, she didn't expect he will add her msn email...

now, she's wondering AGAIN why and what purpose he did that~